Wednesday 30 April 2014

Learning to run

A few years ago I discovered running.  Well to be more accurate I discovered enjoyable running.  Like everyone I had been made to run at school, but that wasn’t enjoyable running.  At school we ran short distances on a track and my main ambition was to avoid finishing last or having an asthma attack.  What I discovered much more recently was that longer distance running suits me better than sprinting and that, unlike my school experience, I can actually finish nearer the front than the back and can even enjoy the process.

Having discovered running and achieved a fairly good result in Taunton 10K it wasn’t too long before the idea of running a marathon arose and back in 2011 I began the training.  All went well for some time and I was building up both my distance and my pace until one day when extreme pain in my foot brought my training to a sudden halt.  It wasn’t until the end of last year that I began to run again.  I took it very gently to start with just doing the local Parkrun on Saturdays (an informal 5K race) and a little bit of practice in the week.  Then I began to build up the miles and began to dare to think about a marathon again.  That was until a ten mile run that finished with the dreaded foot pain returning. 

I took a week off running and visited a man called Rob who analyses people’s running technique and helps them run efficiently and also in such a way as to minimise injury risk.  A physical examination and some video analysis soon revealed that I have really bad running technique!  I have poor posture and massively overstride and heel strike putting huge stress on my poor feet.  Looking at the evidence set before me I was amazed that I have managed to run as much as I have and haven’t sustained more injuries.  I’m now on a month’s intensive stretching programme before I return and relearn how to run.

It’s a strange feeling discovering, at the age of forty one, that I need to learn how to run.  Surely running is a natural thing that we should just be able to do without instruction? 
In the Bible it says this: There is a way that seems right to a man, but its end is the way to death” (Proverbs 14v12).
It would seem that human wisdom alone is not enough and that we need God’s wisdom to live well.
We can also read this in Proverbs: “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding.  In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.” (Proverbs 3v5-6)

Sometimes it is not easy to admit that our own wisdom is in fact foolishness; but failure to do so can mean we become stuck in a cycle of frustration and living in less than our potential.  Just as my old running technique led to repeated injury and I needed to humble myself and be taught new ways, so we need to humble ourselves before God and learn his ways. 

It is a bit of a challenge not running at the moment.  I’m missing taking part in the Parkrun, especially as I was getting faster and had just managed tenth place.  There is a part of me that says my old running technique can’t be too bad as it was achieving good results.  Again this is the deception of pride that would have me prove myself right and strong enough to do things my way rather than submit to instruction and learn new things. 

So, the running shoes are sitting unused and I’m doing lots of stretching exercises that make me look more like a ballet dancer than a runner.  It’s a lesson in patience and humility but that’s good because, as my family will tell you, there’s plenty of room for growth in both of these areas – especially as I can run faster than any of them!

Monday 28 April 2014

Woohoo a shiny new blog

So here it is; my first ever blog post!

As a church leader I spend quite a bit of time most weeks preparing to speak in public.   As any person in this position will tell you, it is a big responsibility to stand before a church congregation and deliver a message.  With the privilege of speaking comes the responsibility before God to say only what we believe he would have us speak to the particular group of people gathered on each occasion.  Inevitably this means that there will be things God speaks to me that don’t make the cut and get included in a Sunday message.  In addition there are many other life observations that occupy me from time to time that likewise have no public outlet…until now and the happy world of blogging.